on friday i took 1 adderall xr, went to charlie's, drank, smoked lettuce, had a great time. on saturday i took 2, went for a walk, took another, drink and draw time, called tj, took another, went to tj's and suddenly woke up on his couch at 11am the next day. went home to pay rent and took another. i alternated coffee and water all day and went to my parents feeling like dook. returning home, i had 2 mixed drinks and tossed and turned through the night. i felt even worse getting ready for work and had to stop on the way to call an ambulance. i felt like i was discorporating and my hands formed retard fists tthat wouldn't unclench. i flagged down an suv and had that dude call for me. todd and joyce stopped and i told them i wouldn't be at work. this bitch cop shows up, cuffs me and throws me in the back of her car. emts show up and can't work thier blood pressure machine so it cuts off the circulation in my arm. at the hospital i get a second iv and more sticky things (17 total). they gave me valium and turned the alerts off on my monitor cause it was always on alert. i fell asleep and woke up feeling better. they released me, but now i'm in the city with no ride to brockport. called my dad, he lectured me all the way home. we picked up my car and he didn't care about the new a-hole. rough weekend.
